06 September 2003 | 10:57 a.m.,

maybe I should go with towelling..

In the cold light of day this party thing is not becoming any more appealing. And I have nothing to wear. I could wear my brown trousers and boots cos those boots rock but they might be a bit dressy with my maroons blouse. Or I could wear my jeans and brown boots but I don't have any other tops that are dressy enough to go with the brown boots except a black top which looks crap with brown so that would mean wearing my black boots which aren't as high. Blah. I have clothes but nothing for going out in since I hardly ever GO out these days and I was never very dressy up oriented when I did. I've never been one for sexy wee tops and stuff, that just isn't me. Tight tshirts are about as far as I go..

I'm also being roped into helping decorate the hall this afternoon. At least thats not until 3pm so I can get some other stuff done this morning. I had been planning to go down to Culzean but of course the gorgeous blue skies that had been present all morning suddenly made way for big black clouds and pouring rain so I abandoned that idea.

It does seem to be clearing up now though so maybe I'll still get down there for a wee while. I want to make the most of my NTS card since I forked out for it this year and it is nice to be able to go in the main gate instead of sneaking in along the beach!

My mum is totally towel obsessed. She sent me a text this morning asking me to change the towels and last time they were away she sent a text asking if I had done it as well. If i was on holiday the last thing I would be thinking about is hand towels & dish towels!! Especially since she knows I never use the dish towel anyway, I always drip dry the dishes because its more hygienic - and its NOT anything to do with me just being plain lazy!

I need to update my cast page.. It was only ever a rough one anyway so I should do something with it..

I seem to be over my RnB summery music downloading thing since today its all been Jeff Buckley and Maroon 5. I had one song of each of theirs on CDs ["last goodbye" and "she will be loved"] and for some reason decided to search for more of their stuff. Currently I have 8 Jeff Buckley songs and 6 Maroon 5 with another 3 downloading... Ah well, always nice to get some new music and I'd never really heard of either of those before.

I think its time I got myself organised this morning and stopped faffing around on here!