04 November 2003 | 9:39 a.m.,

Will I or won't I?

I feel like I don't update here anymore but I guess its only been a few days...

For starters, I got this from Michelle:

09 things you're looking forward to:

- christmas

- going back to work

- seeing P

- Shopping in Glasgow

- my first bacon roll when I go back to work

- playing with my new camera

- Christmas night out

- my next holiday, wherever it may be

- a bottle of pepsi max

08 things you like to wear:

- my cute eskimo slippers

- my bootcut jeans

- my black jumper

- my silver amethyst ring

- my pjs

- hoodie tops

- my winey cords

- my mabo goddess pink t-shirt

07 things that annoy you:

- my mum's nosiness

- that I can't use kazaa on this computer

- bad drivers

- my lack of self esteem

- being super tired at work

- metal detectors

- Dougie Donnelly

06 things you say most everyday:

- hiya!!!!!

- alright?

- oh dearie me

- night

- see you later

- fuck

05 things you do everyday:

- eat

- wash

- drink

- check email

- walk

04 people you want to spend more time with:

- Mezie

- P

- Rab

- Shaina

03 movies you could watch over and over again:

- Crazy/Beautiful

- Truth about cats and dogs

- When Harry Met sally

02 of your favorite songs at the moment:

- last goodbye, jeff buckley

- Heaven Road, Clare Story

01 person you would spend the rest of your life with:

- I can't even imagine wanting to do that...

Okay.. What else.. I got my digital camera on Friday but haven't have the chance to play with it much yet due to totally craptacular weather &/or my own superlaziness. It also eats batteries at an alarming rate and I haven't yet put the upload software on the computer or purchased an adapter. I will do those things though and if Mezie and I do end up going to Glasgow this week again the camera definitely comes too.

NaNoWriMo- I didn't write a word yesterday and had all but given up and now I'm not sure what to do. I was up to about 3000 words so it wasn't so much the word count as the actual story. Its just far too autobiographical but slightly jumbled chronologically. Its just me writing about me and the people I know - with different names. I don't know if I want to spend all the time necessary in getting the word total if I'm not comfortable with the story. Maybe I'm just being a tad melodramatic though. maybe I should just use this as an exercise in seeing if I can WRITE that much rather than going for any kind of quality.

But then maybe I don't want to spend my whole holidays writing. Still, its not like I plan on doing anything ELSE either.